Saturday, May 29, 2004
i feel like giving up now.
i'm so angry. so angry that i wish i could kill. it's been happening for more than one year already. they shout. they quarrel. now they fight. i'm mad with her. more than anyone else. she refuses to listen. turns down our advice. shuts out all for us. she only longs to go out, be with her fiends. i'm mad. realli mad.
fuck you. fuck you for all the shit that you've gave me.
if only this would end.
denn~ strode past at 10:27 PM
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Friday, May 28, 2004
sometimes you feel like doin sumthin. something you realli wanna do it, knowin that it might make a positive or negative impact on your life. but then... it always seem so hard to make it happen. sure, it might take onli a few words and gestures to pull it off. somehow, the fear of rejection, the feeling of failure, the sense of hopelessness always seems so go get in the way. should i or should i not?
That is the question.
or maybe a whole load of gibberish
denn~ strode past at 1:14 AM
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Tuesday, May 25, 2004
juz came back from my some distant relative's funeral... my cousin's paternal grandmother to be exact... place was very very far away, some place in bedok. spent the nite eating peanuts and drinking cold water... how was that for you? well, at least got to talk with my cousins and anuts and uncles =p ... was walking back home with mum and sis when suddenly, memories of last year started to flow back into my mind... of the times when my godfather, then my grandmother passed away. wasn't pleasant thoughts, but enought to make me cringe... aiyoz... no matter what, there's always a place for them in my heart... sad... but true.
darn. having a 3hr psychometric test tml... yikes...
denn~ strode past at 10:45 PM
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Saturday, May 22, 2004
woke up earli todae, so to catch a glimpse of mrs foo and her new son.
left hse at 8 todae and took 156 to clementi interchange.... had my breakfast there... there's this super duper stall selling roast stuff... -shao la- as sum would call it... realli not the char siew there the best in the world... texture was dark red and slightly burnt, my favourite kind, and taste was hoteh, chewy and tender... probably the best i've ever eaten so far...
was around 9 before our klazmates managed to gather ourselves... onli 6 of us? quite pathetic, den we were on our way. supposed to meet her at 9.30. ended up reaching there at around 10.15 liddat. took the wrong bus, den took bus back to terminal den change bus. got lost and trekked all the way, before realising that the bus we took was the correct one. sianz
well mrs foo's boi was a v.cute one. saw him slpin peacefully in his cot. then he suddenly wailed and cry... quite loud... hahaz he's sooo unpredictable... crying, den sulkingm den smiling... hahaz makes me wonder how mine will look like... well... talked with mrs foo for a while, before leaving at around eleven....
yuansheng and xingni went to catch a movie, so the rest went to eat lunch. den went home. den mom told me tt i've got a funeral wake to attend... my uncle's mom passed away... argh... be missing the FA cup final... tt's e pits...
denn~ strode past at 1:51 PM
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Thursday, May 20, 2004
avril lavigne... can't get enough of her~
MY HAPPY ENDING
oh oh, oh oh, So much for my happy ending,
oh oh, oh oh, So much for my happy ending,
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
CHORUS
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, so much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
(they say)
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
(so are they)
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
(all the shit that you do)
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
CHORUS
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, so much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, so much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh...
i am so goin to get her album... =p
denn~ strode past at 11:18 PM
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Tuesday, May 18, 2004
eh~ third post liao... almost forget how is it like to post in a blog liao... hoohoo... need more practise sia~
anyway todae swam 30 laps todae in the pool... sure felt damn refreshing ya...
juz managed to tune my guitar.. damn troublesome sia, took me 40 mins to do so. well at least it's tuned. summore dis week quite slack, no maths S, no hW for chem S, finally can find sum time to learn the guitar, osso shun bian cheong abit of my driving theory test... hoteh la.
feels damn boring now... well back to guitaring ba~
denn~ strode past at 10:18 PM
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Sunday, May 16, 2004
onli my 2nd dae since republishin my bloggie... but it feels like i've had it all along... well i kinda lyke regret deleting my old bloggie... got withdrawal symptoms.... haha budden a combination of laziness and a lack of time... hahaz..
WATCH THIS SPACE
denn~ strode past at 10:14 PM
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Saturday, May 15, 2004
blog's up and runnin... simple and clean... tt's good enought for me~
denn~ strode past at 6:21 PM
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