Wednesday, September 29, 2004

and they said fools rush in where angels fear to tread...

the exams may be over, but there's this certain emptyness in me. somehow i feel like i've been hit with a hurricane, it happened so fast, so hard, so painful. i feel spent, but not broken. dejected, but not devestated. but somehow, i feel thankful for all that has happened.. there's always a time for everything, maybe not now, maybe next time. so we ought to look to a brighter side of the picture. memento mori, i keep telling myself.

sometimes i feel really scared at the way how the fast the pace of our lifes are startin to pick up. there's our prelims, a breathing space inbetween, then its off for the As. after which i'll probably get to enjoy the whole month of december, before being enlisted in jan next year. then the army. then university. then the great unknown.

yet again, its often the unknown that gets to my nerves. it ain't the first time that i'm gonna live and think out of my confort zone (or so they say), but i can't really forsee what's gonna happen during that period of time. haha maybe i shouldn't think so far. maybe i should concentrate on living my life in the present.

but you'll always wanna plan ahead don't you.

and guess what?

i've ran into a wall

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denn~ strode past at 6:08 PM
------ Sunday, September 12, 2004

good luck everyone! =)


denn~ strode past at 9:31 PM
------ Wednesday, September 08, 2004

day three...

... of muggin... its been three continuous days of serious studying. muggin muggin, there's no end to it i suppose. i've set some targets for myself, at least a BBEE for this prelims... (maybe i should revise it lower after chem pract...) its kinda a huge target to aim for, so i'd had better work hard.. erps...

anyway today was another relatively borin' day. had this craving for the cinnamon bread for simply bread near six avenue. so went there first thing in the morning to buy. took a "walk" back to school. reached school. then found out the council had a rehersal for MAF, so they were kinda like blaring out the music.. found it hard to concentrate... who could? so went down and luckily xizhen was there to help me talk to the people in charge, so that they could lower the volume.. thanks thanks :D

went to eat dinner with choon boon at prince. we were acting very very erm.. horny. ya dunno why but maybe was because of some erm girls there. haha damn funny. were discussing some stuff when he told me some very disturbing news... shall not comment, but i was quite shocked when he told me... almost couldn't believe it.. haiz.

den was back to more studyin but by then, i'd already lost most of my motivation... haha so did maths and went home with jianbin and boon.

by the way, we've formed a mooncake eating competition team. by we, i mean choon boon, chuan wei and i. and we've got the strategy all worked out.. mmm... can't wait for mAF~




denn~ strode past at 11:56 PM
------ Monday, September 06, 2004

busy...

been a really hectic weekend for me... sometimes i surprise myself, at how long i can just sit down there to do some really serious work.. and who said all work and no play makes someone dull? making loads of friends in the readin room, igniting old friendships and such... you know what? i think i might be fallin in love with studyin.. ha..

all that aside, today was a rather enlightening day. for once, jianbin albert, choon boon and i went for lunch at this new eatery next to thai noodle house. lo and behold guess who we saw there? Mr. Potong Pasir Chiam See Tong himself.. haha i was in awe and almost gawking... kept feelin that i should have brought my camera along... the others didn't recognize him initially and jianbin kept pointing and sprouting questions on who he was rather loudly... think mr chiam also got quite embarassed.. anyway he drank a hot drink and left, just like that... aha so much for celebrity sightings... anyway, the food there is quite nice too. the portions are quite big (for rice dishes) so i'd think i'll be going back there again..

after that was more muggin sessions till 9. uncle chong was quite late, which was quite unusual for him as he usually arives five~ten mins early.. than chuanwei and gang were like speculatin' about all the conspiracy theories... i'd think they'll make quite a good book to read.. left the place without seeing him, so wondered what happened to him...

anyway that so much from me..

wakin at 8 am tml.
going to sch at nine.
reachin home at ten.
so much for a life.




denn~ strode past at 11:19 PM
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