on a day where man utd was playing some of their smoothest, flowing football with overwhelming brillance from rooney and ronaldo, they had to lose in the worst possible way.. well i'd guess thats the way of the ball.. dammit.
on a brighter note, i'd receive my med letter today! =) its gonna be a loong path ahead but i'll think i can cope with it.. happy happy =)
suppose you were offered a tasty piece of meat for your hard work.. and in that haste to eat that meat, you did something wrong and ended up being shamed and the piece of meat, withdrawn.. so close.. yet so far..
ever read the five people you meet in heaven? about the people who you'll probably never knew about or barely knew, but is enough to touch and change your lives forever? well, i think i've just met one of them.
he probably was the nicest of men i've ever knew.. though it was a short time.. he's diplomatic and just... nice. yet i can never imagine the burden, regret and shame taht he carries on his shoulders.. is it really that easy to put down something that's so hard to let go? to just throw it to the back of your mind.. that to pretend that it never happened before? i don't think so.. to put myself in his shoes.. the whole idea of it is just a.. tragedy.. it just isn't fair.. then again, i guess nothing is fair here.. =(
i've been thinking of late, when lying down just before lights out every night.. it's scary to think of what the future has in store, and what twists (cruel more often than not~) that can happen anytime..
haha.. the loneliness of it all..
断了的弦
断了的弦 再怎么练 我的感觉 你已听不见 你的转变
像断掉的线 再怎么接 音都不对 你的改变 我能够分辨
我沈默 你的话也不多 我们之间少了什么 不说
哎唷 微笑后 表情终于有点难过 握着你的手 问你确定了再走
再走我突然释怀的笑 笑着盘旋半山腰
随风在飘摇啊摇 来到你的面前绕
你泪水往下的掉 说会记住我的好 我也弯起了嘴角 笑
你的美 已经给了谁 追了又追 我要不回
我了解 离开树的叶 属于地上的世界 凋谢
断了的弦 再弹一遍 我的世界 你不在里面
我的指尖 已经弹出茧 还是无法留你在我身边
断了的弦 再怎么练 我的感觉 你已听不见你的转变
像断掉的弦 再怎么接 音都不对 你的改变我能够分辨
jianbin.
sh~
me and cb
class gathering!!
me wit the guys on parent visiting day~
suddenly realised how much i missed e outside world.. when i looked through all these pictures that brought back such great memories... sometimes it's through losing that you start to appreciate and value it more..
haha very soon it'll be back to the southern part of singapore.. where a piece of me belongs ;p
supper with the guys was a great load of fun.. betcha all can't guess there were five of us there... haha mr ellery decided that the inscet bite on his forehead wasn't picture worthy... so there goes another chance for me to take his pic and blackmail him at e same time =p seowhong... he looks e same.. so much for him being a peacemaker in his platoon~ choonboon. finally got the guts.hahas~ jianbin? haha my same old 14 year friend.
looking outside my room out at RJC, after the rain and cool weather seems different.. there's this huge cutting that says -DAISY- on the windows of one of the blocks.. -_-" can see their hostels.. then that crematorium.. erps..
and its mothers day today...
love you mums. =)
such a wonderful sunday evening